Prologue
As she'd done three nights a week for the past two years, Laila pulled her small roller bag from under the bed. She removed the freezer bag full of the previous night's tips and dumped the crumpled money into her chest. She repacked her bag; makeup, platform heels, and a sexy costume. She slipped on her tennis shoes and pulled her long silky ponytail through her black Nike cap. She fluffed pillows under the covers to create the illusion of a human lying inside. Her roommate's eyes glued to the television, unfazed by the routine. Laila reminded her, “You know you have to hand me my bag.”
Her roommate nodded. Laila tied her T-shirt in the back and exposed her belly ring. She folded her body up on the window seat and swung her legs out of the window, ducking her head out simultaneously. Her roommate dragged over to the window and lowered her bag. In one swooping motion, she caught it and tossed it into the garden below. Laila crawled from the flat awning of the two-level group home. Her roommate folded a towel into the crack of the windowsill, so Laila could easily reenter.
Laila climbed down onto the back porch and peeped into the small kitchen window. The staff member on duty sat smooched up on the couch with her boyfriend. Laila shook her head. They were both out of order, but Laila knew she was safe until six the next morning. She darted out of the backyard, bag in tow. She reached into her tight denim shorts to retrieve her cell phone to disable the silent option. Her slim, muscular legs galloped through her North Miami neighborhood. To avoid recognition, as if neighbors didn't already know her routine, she hung her head low.
A horn blew and startled her. It was a fellow dancer, Gina. She pulled over for Laila to hop in her Celica convertible. Huge earrings dangled from her ears. False eyelashes covered the pain of years of bodily misuse. Laila often wondered why Gina had been in the game for over ten years. Laila wanted more, though a real future seemed unattainable.
When she got in the car, she kissed Gina's cheek. “Hey girl…”
Gina tapped her flamboyant claws on her steering wheel. “What's up Ms. Lady?”
“Nothing, I didn't even feel like coming tonight.”
The anticipation that once inspired her each night had dissipated. After more than fifty men and practically every non-terminal sexually transmitted disease, Laila was exhausted.
Gina rolled her eyes. “You never do.”
Gina laughed. Though Laila was a natural beauty, Gina was infamous for making her self-conscious. Laila pulled her cap off and raised her eyebrows, “What?”
“You look like a damn ghost with all that black.”
Laila smirked. Gina tickled her chin. “Just fucking with you, baby girl.”
Laila shrugged her shoulders, but inside she was furious. Gina made light of her charcoal skin color almost daily, as if it were a handicap. They pulled up to the club a few minutes later.
When they got inside, Laila ripped her clothes off. She put on a pink patent leather costume and tied a huge pink bow around her ponytail. As she decorated her eyes, Gina came over to the cloudy mirror. “That's too pink for you.”
Laila huffed. “It'll do for tonight.”
Gina rolled her eyes. “If you say so. You should put on some blush.”
Laila's fetish was eye makeup, beyond that she kept it simple. Her high cheekbones and perfect heart shaped lips gave the illusion of a fully made stage face. She shook her head, “That's okay. I'm cool.”
“Laila, you look like you're thirteen. You need more makeup.”
The announcer rushed in, “Quiet Storm, you're up next.”
Laila ignored Gina and nodded at the announcer. She stepped into a pair of clear platform sandals. Gina walked away, “You can't tell these young girls nothing.”
Laila rushed out of the dressing room. The DJ mixed her music. She stormed on stage. Smoke surrounded her, as she posed at the top of the stage. The crowd howled. Silver glitter sparkled on her radiant chocolate skin under the fluorescent lights. She batted her fake eyelashes. To end the suspense, she strutted to the end of the stage. Her attitude, demanding. Her motion, intensive. As she danced, she stared into the eyes of over twenty men who had destroyed her innocence. She unsnapped her top. Intoxicated men leaned on the edge of the stage, drooling as if her age wasn't evident by the perkiness of her young breast. They tossed money on the stage. Some tucked it in her G-string. Her angelic smile thanked her patrons, as her ten-second count began. On her knees, she clapped her thighs, gathering the scattered tips between her legs. She blew kisses. On the floor, she rolled backwards off the stage. The storm was over.
As always, she changed into another costume and returned to work the crowd. As she bounced on one of the regulars, she made eye contact with an unfamiliar face. She smiled. He nodded. She reached for his hand and intertwined her fingers in his. They beamed at each other. The intensity distracted her rhythm. Slowly, she climbed off the man she was entertaining. She stared deeply into the eyes of the stranger, as she seductively straddled him. She began to twirl her twenty-eight inch waist.
As she gyrated on him, he sipped his drank. He put money in her G-string, but appeared unimpressed by her performance. Her sexuality being her pride, she grinded vigorously, hoping to invoke a reaction in the dark, handsome man. He continued to sip his drink, as if he was watching a television show. Feeling useless, she neutralized her efforts. Finally he asked, “How old are you?”
“Twenty.”
He chuckled. “You ain't no damn twenty.”
She pumped harder. “Yes, I am.”
“You look like a baby. Tell me the truth.”
She redirected the question. “How old are you?”
“I'm twenty-five.”
The lack of hair on his face made him look much younger. Laila curled her lips. “Yeah, sure.”
He smiled. “What's your name?”
“Laila.”
“A pretty name for a pretty girl.”
She smirked. In her mind, compliments were just pathways to the panties, for the mirror never reflected the beauty that so many men raved about.
He ran his forefinger down the side of her delicate face. “Laila, why you in here?”
She ignored him. He asked again. “Why you selling your body like this?”
She didn't respond. He pried further. “How long you been doing this?”
She took a deep breath, “Too long.”
He sat up. As his mouth grazed her lips, his eyes pierced into her eyes. “You tired?”
She swallowed his question. It swirled around in her stomach. She felt sick. Sick and tired. His eyes demanded a response. Finally, she nodded. He pulled a business card from his jacket. “Call me.”
He took another sip and tapped her thighs. “All right. I'm about to go.”
She stood up. Other men summoned her, but she staggered slightly and read the business card. David Dubois. No way could a realtor want any more than sex. The chill from his touch still tingled. She was baffled. Most men stated their intentions from the door. Mr. Dubois seemed more compassionate. As if common sense smacked her, she snapped out of her daze and plowed through the crowd to catch him.
She rushed up behind him, “Hey.”
He smiled. “What's up?”
Although she'd promised she wasn't going to sleep with another man at the club, she put her hands on her hips. “Whatchu want?”
He frowned. “Whatchu talking about?”
“What do you want from me?”
He chuckled. “I want to get your young ass out of this club.”
She stepped closer. “And what are you going to do with me after you get me out of here.”
He dropped his head and sighed. “Take you home.”
She tugged on his jacket and batted her eyes. “But, I don't have a home.”
“Well I'll find you one.”
She smirked. “Really?”
“You ready?”
She nodded. “Lemme get my stuff.”
He stood at the door, awaiting her return and wondering how a girl that young ended up a veteran in such a dangerous game.
She darted up the stairs and sighed. “Ready.”
They sat in the car, but he didn't put the key in the ignition. “Laila, where you live?”
She smiled. “I told you. I don't have a home.”
He started the car. They hopped on Interstate 95, heading north. Assuming they were headed to a Ft. Lauderdale hotel, Laila sat quietly. When they passed Exit 26, she began to get nervous. She always took note of her surroundings. The ride had been way too long. It was outside of her territory. Ft. Lauderdale airport was her cut-off. Laila's heart pounded. She found the courage to ask, “Where we going?”
“I'm taking you to my house.”
In between deep breaths, she asked,“Where do you live?”
“In Coconut Creek.”
Still afraid, she asked,“How far is it? Do you want to just get a hotel?”
He chuckled. “I'm not trying to sleep with you. I'm taking your young ass to the Department of Social Services in the morning.”
Laila frowned.“What? Why are you so concerned? Either you're interested or you're not. I can catch a cab.”
He chuckled. “I didn't take you out of that club because I was interested. I felt sorry for you. And damn if you can catch a cab from all the way out here.”
Offended that he saw her as a charity project, she huffed. “Take me home then.”
He chuckled. “I thought you didn't have a home.”
Finally, he exited on Copans Road and explained, “I live right down here on the left.”
Keeping mental notes of her whereabouts, Laila nodded. They pulled into the Centura Parc development.
“Do you live in this development?”
She pulled out her cell phone and sent Gina a text message. DAVID DUBOIS. COCONUT CREEK. 95 NORTH. EXIT 36. LEFT INTO CENTURA PARC.
A part of Laila was nervous about typing in her phone, but as much as he seemed trustworthy, she had to be cautious. When they reached his house, she asked,“Is this your house?”
He nodded. She sent Gina the exact address as they got out and walked to the door of his single family stucco home.
When they stepped in, Laila looked around in awe. Her phone beeped. Gina responded. UR YOUNG ASS IS TRYNA DIE.
Laila curled her lips. Dying was the least of her worries.
As her eyes took a quick tour of his home, she couldn't imagine a black man living so well. She wanted him to want her. Maybe he could be her way out.
He jingled his keys. “So do you have a home or what?”
“It all depends on what you call a home.”
He sat on the steps across from the front door, as if they were leaving at any moment. “C'mon. Stop playin'.”
Laila walked up and stood between his legs. David admired her beauty, but tried to resist the temptation. The intellect in her words and the maturity in her voice baffled him. After a few minutes of conversation, he asked, “How old are you for real?”
She felt his sincerity. She sighed and slouched down beside him. “Seventeen.”
He was silent momentarily. “Seventeen huh?”
That never discouraged any of the other perverts. Regretting her fumble, she laughed. “Sike. I'm twenty.”
“How did a seventeen year old start strippin?”
She corrected him. “Dancing.”
“Whatever you want to call it. How did you start?”
She leaned her head on his shoulder. “A hard life.”
He patted her knee. “Tell me about it.”
“It's a long story.”
He looked at his watch. “I got time.”
She stumbled over some of the major details, but the life she loved to hide spilled from her mouth. She spoke in third person, her way of removing herself from reality.
“A lady checked into a hospital with a false name. She gave birth to a little girl. A day later, she disappeared. The baby's picture was all over the news. No one came forth to help. No one seemed to know who the masked lady was. No one wanted to adopt the baby because it was believed that she was born addicted.”
She stepped out of her narrative and chuckled, “Who wants a crack baby, right?”
Entranced by the story, he didn't respond. “Needless to say, the baby goes into the foster care system. Throughout her life, she's shifted from home to home, over a dozen homes by the age of fifteen. One day she gets it.” She looked at David, as if he'd know what it was. She shook her head. “Nobody gives a fuck.”
She took a deep breath. “Nobody! You gotta make your own way.”
He rubbed her knee. Her eyes lowered, “And she gave birth to Quiet Storm.”
He brushed her hair back. “You deserve a better life.”
She smirked. “I've learned to accept the cards I'm dealt. I don't trip anymore.”
He fought the desire, but he lost the battle. He kissed her soft lips. She responded. She wrapped her arms around his neck. He stopped mid-kiss. “I'm not tryna sleep with you tonight.”
Now aroused, Laila nibbled on his ear. “It's okay. I want you.”
“Not until you're eighteen.”
“I'll be eighteen in two weeks.”
He pulled away from her. She hissed. “C'mon. No one will know.”
David wanted Laila, as much as she wanted him, but he wanted more from her than most men. He got up and walked into the kitchen. Laila remained on the steps. She felt rejected. He returned with a crinkled portrait of a schoolgirl. Two long braids with ribbons on the end hung to the middle of her chest. The picture seemed gloomy, as if a cloud of sadness surrounded the girl. She frowned.
“Who's this?”
“A picture of my mother.”
Laila nodded. “Okay…”
“You look like her.”
The girl on the picture was far more attractive than Laila could ever imagine herself being. Slightly flattered, she smiled and nodded.
He continued, “Yeah she died giving birth to me.”
“Damn. That's pretty sad. How old is she on this picture?”
“She's probably fourteen. She had me when she was sixteen.”
“Who raised you?”
"My father. He's a good man. He raised me by hisself.”
They both sat silently. He thought about the mother he never knew. Laila wondered why no one cared enough to step in and raise her. Two thriving plants with missing roots, they related.
“Laila, you're a cool ass young girl.” He took a deep breath. “It's something about you.” He rubbed her leg. “I'm not even trying to hop in the bed with you. I just want you to get out of that club and get yourself together.” He paused. “And I'm going to help you.”
Laila felt more valuable than the sex toy she'd succumbed to. Whether or not his promise was sincere, it cracked Laila's rugged shell. Her eyes watered. “You're so sweet.”
They hugged and Laila was certain she'd found someone to depend on.
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